Okay so I just looked at Amys website and I even thought that I shouldn't because it would totally ruin my night and make me sad. Sure enough, I'm already crying. Her mom, Ruth, wrote this poem for her. It kinda makes me mad though. Like, we all know she killed herself, but I think its just really hard for someone to feel like it was their fault ( Read more... )

Today was my last day in dance. I'm sooo extrememly sad. After 4 years of practically living in that dance room with those dance girls, its all over. I'm not kidding, I feel so depressed right now. I've spent ALL my time at dance, doing things for dance, and with the dance girls, and now its so weird its over. Graduation always seemed like such a ( Read more... )

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Storytime. Actually not really. Okay so this weekend I had absolutely nothing, but I was SO productive. I don't know if that makes any sense, but I'll explain. Friday was sooo sad. It was the performing arts festival and we did In Loving Memory, Lime Green Bows & Uh-Ohs, and Drop It Like A Polka Dot. During 4th period we did the Amy memory dance ( Read more... )

Yea I know, photobucket suuuucks.

Wednesday morning at about 3:30 my sister Ashley called. She said she was having contractions, was getting in the shower, and would call when she got to the hospital. I was so excited, I couldn't sleep. I fell asleep for like 10 minutes but then my phone rang and it was my other sister, Trina. She and I ended up talking forever, then I tried to ( Read more... )

Last week was pretty fun. Wednesday was tech and dress for the dance concert. Like always, it went from 3 until about 10ish. It was fun. Our last one :( I was sat about that. Thursday night was the dance concert. It went well-for the most part. We had our normal after-dance-concert-sleepovers. Usually its just Kaitlyn and Andrea, but this time it  ( Read more... )

Um. Everything changes when your best friend gets a boyfriend. Fuuuuck its annoying. Especially because she doesnt even care, she thinks everythings perfectly fine. And screwing someone else over for your new man is also acceptable. Don't try to defend yourself you know you've fucked me over plenty of times.

Moving on..Josh sent me a couple ( Read more... )

I almost threw up at dinner because my parents were eating shrimp.

Disgusting.

I hate fish.

I just checked my e-mail and got this from Ruth, Amys mom. If you went to the dance concert and saw the dance we did called "In Loving Memory" dedicated to Amy, you'll know what I'm talking about. If you didn't go, I'll tell you what it was kinda...so it started out with 6 of us (Me, Pam, Kaitlyn, Chantelle, Kassy, and Breeana) the first song was ( Read more... )