I'm sick to my stomach

I'm a horrible person

I don't know wtf happened

I think I'm afraid of certain things

I get scared when I let people get too close

This is a huge problem for me... and others that I have hurt

I deserve everything I get from here on out

I really need a new LJ

Fuck my life =\

wow id really liek to write in my LJ today to do an update.. but im not because drama has started and people liek to blab my buisnass... fuckers

THIS IS TO WHOMEVER IS READING MY SHIT AND MY PICS AND SENDING THEM TO ROB ( Read more... )

R.I.P. Mike

you were a good person and a wonderful father, and you will be missed by all.

i need to really redo my LJ. Like I need a new user name and everystuff. I have said before, the purpose of me having a LJ is because I can't have a real life journal because people like to go thru my stuff and read it, well he found a way to get on here somehow and read my Email AND my LJ. So something needs to change ( Read more... )

Yay for chipolte for lunch

Yay for tommorrow

Yay for the sun being out today

=)

YaY for Tomorrow!

yeah so im callling the lake county sheriffs today and bitching that their officers are gay and i almost beat them with a crobar last night. those assholes (2 of them) sat in the parking lot across from my bedroom window and the patio area last night liek speeding in and out of that parking lot and liek shouting to each other.. its like damn, its ( Read more... )

i still dont feel back to normal. i stll feel nauseas, my head is killing me, my sinuses suck, my tummy feels like its on a roller coaster, my fever won't go away, and this cough is really annoying. i <3 how im not allowed to take a decongestant ( Read more... )

You know.... I have just about had it with everything. I try so hard to be a good person and be good to my family and friends and even to strangers I come in contact with on a day to day basis. Why is it that I always get shit on? I mean, i'm not trying to get anyone to feel sorry for me but i'm just trying to seriously think this out and try to ( Read more... )