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Apr 12, 2006 17:12

Life has not been fair lately. My dad is always bugging me about how i need to lose weight. And I know I do. I'm not stupid. And all of you who tell me i'm not fat, I know youre just saying it because you don't want to make me feel bad. Thanks, but I know what fat is, and I am fat. My depression is kind of getting worse. And i'm really scared. I ( Read more... )

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theycallmekay April 12 2006, 21:54:46 UTC
jessica daigle I love you so much
and if I thought you were fat I'd never say anything about your weight
but I do say things and
I DO NOT THINK YOU ARE FAT.
period. the end.

and lately I've been feeling like staying home and crying too but I guess it won't fix anything and you know I'm here if you need me. Use that if you want.

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youmesexyes April 12 2006, 22:00:50 UTC
Thank you, Kaylee.
I seriously love you a lot. And im really sorry that I never hang out with you. I know I can talk to you. But I felt bad because the only time I ever IM you is to talk about my problems, and I dont want to be that annoying friend that people dont really want to talk to, but they just do it. <3. I love you. Thankkk youuu for ALWAYS being there for me.

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theycallmekay April 12 2006, 22:39:29 UTC
jess, darling
don't feel bad
I used to just come to you talking about infos and problems and I want to listen
because I care about you
so it doesn't bother me AT ALL.
and if you were annoying, I'd let you know.
and I'll be here as long as you need.

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theycallmekay April 12 2006, 22:44:43 UTC
Awwh. Thank you.
And im here for you, if you ever want to talk.
We probably have a lot in common, sicne you said you cry a lot and what not.
i definitely love you a lot.

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martinikiss_xxx April 12 2006, 22:30:47 UTC
I know we don't really know eachother, but I'm here for you, too. It sounds to me like you're agoraphobic, my mom is. And just know, whenever you feel like you're up to hanging out, I am. :)
Oh, and I do not think you're fat. I wouldn't say that if I thought you were. You're gorgeous in every way<3!

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martinikiss_xxx April 12 2006, 22:39:08 UTC
No problem, love.
It's afraid to be in crowds, near people you don't know, leave the house.
Anytime you wanna<3
Thank you so much!
And you're welcome again haha.

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youmesexyes April 12 2006, 22:33:39 UTC
Awwh, thank you.
Whats agoraphobic?
I do want to hang out, i really do.
aw, thank you dear
<3333333.
You are pure gorgeous, and youre always so nice to me!
THANK YOU SOO MUCH.

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rachaelisonfire April 14 2006, 15:49:14 UTC
Jess that post seriously made me start to cry. Its sad how people can jusge someone like that. You know me,I don't judge anybody,because I'm always the one getting judged by other people. But I'm always here,and Amanda {even though shes barely home and she sucks at listening} we're here for you. And we love you sooooooo effin much! And hopefully this vacation we'll hangout alot <3

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youmesexyes April 15 2006, 00:59:24 UTC
Awww. I love you, a lot rachael.
We are hanging out tomorrow.
And im happy, because I miss you a lot.
<33333333333.
Youre kind of the only cousin I have now.
Amanda doesnt really ever bother with me anymore.
And it kind of hurts-which is one of the reasosn i dont go to your house.
But whatever, I can get over it.
<33333333333

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