Weddings and Memories

Jul 11, 2009 22:36

I dreamt you seduced me
Just to walk away
I dreamt you inspired
Then rewired what I say
I dreamt you spread your bottom wings
And pulled me to the bed
But then I woke up feeling nauseous
You danced around my head

The more I analyze my feelings, the more I think that I hate things.

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divamelisande November 13 2009, 18:39:52 UTC
I know this is a long time after you posted, but I'm just reading this comm for the first time in a while.

It's helpful to know that others have had the same feelings that I have had... and I want you to know you're not alone. I have, so many times, wished my Seamus was with me, or that something could take me to be with him.

it took me a bit over a year to start believing that I could get through this, that life has a lot left to offer. sometimes I still falter and wish I didn't have to go through with it. I stop caring about other things again... I lose faith in myself. but the faith always comes back.

I hope you can be strong, and that you are feeling OK.

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