We long for a wonderful time
I know I haven't updated in FOREVER! but when I do update its alway one of those long ass posts that nobody reads anyways...so here goes...cut for your pleasure oh where to start...Christmas was great yeah I got a lot of good stuff...and so did Cameron...His parents are awesome! Second..our wedding is coming together..my mom called tonight to get a list from me for my bridal shower...Im torn right now though..what do I do...I want to invite Camerons mom and I would love for her to be there...BUT...I don't want her to be uncomfortable there...(a little background info...Camerons family and my family are like oil and water they don't mix AT ALL) my family is more laid back and loud and they smoke and cuss and party etc..you get the point..Cameron's family well they are quiet don't smoke don't cuss don't do anything people I love them to death for that. But I don't want his mom to feel like she doesn't belong and I can't control what goes on and what happens. What do I do. Cameron is going to talk to his dad and get advice on that topic. I feel like I should just talk to her and invite her and also make sure she FULLY knows that I will understand if she doesn't want to come. Ok next topic...we are getting married at his house. His mom has a friend that has a daughter who is a judge and can marry us and she will do it for free...goody for free things...Camerons mom and dad are also footing the bill for everything since my family well isn't all cut out for paying for a wedding. I feel like shit because of this. I am very greatful for the fact that his parents care enough about us to make sure our wedding goes well....well now that I read what I just wrote that sounds really bad...my family cares but my mom is in no way shape or form able to pay for my wedding. I feel bad because of this. ahhhh...this is why Cameron and I just wanted to go to the court house...and pay the 30 for the marriage and go on with our lives. His mom and dad I guess want more for us when it comes to our wedding so they are offering to foot the bill for everything including the meal. I dont' know I am just really stressed right now. I need to go and just relax and enjoy the next few weekes. I am off to go make a list of names for invatations and bridal shower invites and all that good stuff. I need addresses and gosh this is so much fun LOL Bye bye!