was awesome. I had a great time. Despite the sadness right around midnight :(
It was good. And for the first time in maybe four years..I wasn't so emotionally overwrought that I began to cry on on the way home. Yeah!
Maybe more later. Probably not tho. School starts tomorrow and I am no where near ready.

• Papers to write over Christmas
• two people i know are graduating early and won't be back in January
• I got my hair cut again...so now it's a little less boyish--shorter :)
• just kind of pushing through one day at a time.
• visiting Macalester the 28th

 hmmm. Have a smile everyone.

I feel like smiling and saying, Hi, I love you. Feel better. You do cool stuff and you are a good person.
That's right, smile. I'm down right grinning at you-SMILE.

Ok, thanks for your cooperation. Sometimes my cheerfulness has the subtlety of a 1930s gangster  in a garage with a Tommy Gun 

• um today was art field trip--cool art, lots of seniors that I don't associate with--not the loud, black ones--the really, rude and intolerant white people full of themselves. 
• I finished my extended essay over thanksgiving break--thanks to Loreli for final editing--it feels great to have that done and January will feel even better when i will have ( Read more... )

So i wasn't in class thursday because i was taking the ASBAP (sp?) and now I'm not really sure what to do with this homework. Normally I wouldn't ask because Mr. Camp won't care if i don't have it done but a) I would rather understand it now and b) I think that some of you might know right off the top of your head ( Read more... )

my friend Wil is apparently choosing the Marines. I have nothing against the Marines or people joining the military. I'm just crying right now because it's Wil. When I was really little I thought that I was going to marry Wil. I always had a crush on him until let's be realistic like two years ago....And i just can't believe that time has gone by ( Read more... )

Dios, sea compasivo a mí un pecador

I swear I figure out the majority of my life at church. I miss Monica, I miss Kaylee, I miss parts of my simple life even though I was lonely. Today, I planned my tattoo in church. Lol so much gets planned out in church. I'm going to miss it so much when i finally leave Peoria.

was last night. It was fun. Dinner was good. I have known my date since he was three so we had a blast ( Read more... )

• I enjoy tea
• Running is an up hill battle, but i'm so addicted. 
• School is interesting..but today one of my teachers had to speak to me 'cause i was falling asleep.
• Actually, i have been falling asleep all week ...not that I like to fall asleep in class but my poor body is pretty run -down. 
• I think i'm pretty on top of things right now, which means ( Read more... )

years ago....my best friend would have described me as being less nice than i am today, less confident than I am today, maybe just as nerdy and definitely more neurotic and emotional than i am now :) Which is scary..cause i'm somewhat emotional :) Anyway it s a good thing that my parents loved me and that I was never too rude to justify a beatdown ( Read more... )