I'm trying to let go and this is it.

[youngdreamer87]

so he finally sent me a msg:

yo pri alright so this week i knew i wasnt going to be able to see you unless you came along with me on what i was doing... and from past experience trying to do that you never can and it always creates problems. so then i didnt answer your calls because it always seems to end up that way and i knew youd try to

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[sunkissedjo]

GOOD JOB for writing him back. I couldn´t believe his letter to you. SO self-absorbed. And he repeats him self to no end, ad nauseum. Did he ever respond? I hope not. I hope he's out of your hair for good. Just REMEMBER what a dick he is, Emma. And don't look back.
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[youngdreamer87]

Thanks darling. I wasn't sure if I should write back, but i felt that if i didnt then he would think that i "agreed" with what he was saying. I was talking to My friend Joanna here at guilford about all of this & she thought that it was more nagging not obsession. Then i talked to Joy about it & she said that Ethan doesnt get it, like westtown people do. He doesnt know me in the sense that I really make an effort to keep in touch with many ppl in my life, esp those from westtown. And that is something that he could never understand and that hes too self-absorbed. My friend hannah (who I've known since 7 yrs old) also here at guilford told me that I need to set the "rules" with Ethan, if i continue to associate myself with him. She said send a message that says that you're in control & that I'm not going to let him take advantage or mistreat me. So I'm trying