So let's see...I've had a lot of time this weekend, and did a lot of NOTHING. I decided last night that I'm gonna try and work my ass off before Christmas because I have big plans for everyone's Christmas presents and no money to buy them with. I have a $70 phone bill to pay this month, and I haven't given my mom money in a little while. I feel so ( Read more... )

I'm so tired, but I feel the need to write ( Read more... )

Change SUCKS ( Read more... )

So today I applied to my first college. I will be applying to my second within the week. I need to pick a third. I applied to Adams State which is in Colorado, and I'm applying to Penn State. I really want to go to Penn State. I applied to a campus that I actually have a chance of getting into. Obviously not University Park, because you have to ( Read more... )

I can't fucking wait to get out of Delaware. I want to graduate tomorrow. If I don't get in to Penn State, I'm fucking going to Colorado. No questions and no if ands or buts. I don't give a fuck anymore. I'm tired of the drama. I'm gonna do me, and if you don't like it, fuck off. I really don't need this shit. I don't see why I get so mad on the ( Read more... )

Last night at Josh's house was siiicck. I didn't know what the fuck was going on. There were like 60 people there ( Read more... )

So today when I was in therapy, we came to the conclusion that I don't resolve problems in my relationships. ie Johnny. We live this cycle, and it's always the Honey Moon Phase or the Violent Outbreak stage. Not that we physically fight or anything, because he knows I'd whip his ass any day...ANYWAY. When we fight, we blow up and then stop talking ( Read more... )

I LOVE to brag, soooo ( Read more... )

So I got out of work early so I could tie up loose ends and shit before the big shabang. Everyone got there as planned, before we did. I blind folded Rachael and drove her up there. I got us lost for a second, but found I was on the right street and just had to turn around. So we get there and Ashleigh met us at the door as I dragged Rach through ( Read more... )

I'll bet work tomorrow is going to be so god damn long!! I can't wait for Rachael's dinner tomorrow night. She's definately gonna shit herself. Yesterday was tons o fun ( Read more... )