Sometimes when you're around, it cancels out the grey

I'm waiting for the opportunity and resources to show everyone I'm not terrible recording music

I wanted Summer so badly
I wanted Fall so badly
I wanted Winter so very badly
I wanted Spring so very badly
I wanted Summer so very, very badly.

I've got the spirit, but lose the feeling

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Sometimes I feel like such a piece of shit. There, I said it ( Read more... )

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I forgot how good of an album clarity is, it brings me back.
Most of my waking time I feel like I am going to implode.
I hope this ends at some point in my life. I have people to help.

I feel terrible today.