i dont know what to do anymore. i feel like i have no control over anything. whether it is school, friends, relationships, i feel like everything is changing, and all i can do is sit back and watch it fall apart. and how fair is it to believe that in a few weeks, it will all go back to normal, knowing the same things will happen once a few months ( Read more... )

i stole this from heather...<3 ( Read more... )

another year gone by, and it was an awesome one. new years eve was great, def. one of the best so far. the people i spent it with made it even better <3. i think we can expect a good year to come...

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i've been feeling wierd latley. like something is missing. but what? sometimes i wish i could do a million things over again, and then see how things would have turned out. not that im not happy with my life now, but sometimes, i wonder how i would feel if i had made different decisions ( Read more... )

things are better. not much has happened. no school until january 3rd. thank fucking god. i cant wait for everyone to come home. i miss jeremy and jordan. these first few days of break have been really good. spending time with chris always makes me happy. saw a few good movies. im so enjoying this no school thing. i think thats about it. more later ( Read more... )

i have never felt more confused or alone in the past few months as i do now ( Read more... )

oh man. this new layout is beautiful. thankyou so much ashley!! i loveeee itttt ( Read more... )

ashley did this shit bitches.
hope you enjoy la new layout.
<3333

[elise, i hope you love it. xoxoxo-ash.]

so buzzbake sale was amazing. it ended up being me, chris, nicole, patrick, and mark. the day kind of started off slow. lit was damn good, but then no other good bands came on until like 4. taking back sunday was insane, but then again, when have they not put on a good show? thats right. never. the last band we saw was new found glory. such a great ( Read more... )