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[your__gun]

make the pain stop.... please make the pain stop. save me from my only hate, save me from my only fear. please save me from my only control, my only truth. please save me from my own reality. it hurts so bad at times i just cant breath.

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[lux_red]

i'd do anything to keep this pain
away from you.. just tell me if there's
anything i can do, other than tell you
that i love you. you're my angel, my
strength, my reason. i love you so.

find me here, speak to me.
i want to feel you, i need to hear you.
you are the light that is leading me
to the place where i find peace again.
you are the strength that keeps me walking,
you are the hope that keeps me trusting,
you are the life to my soul,you are my purpose,
you are everything.

and how can i stand here with you
and not be moved by you?
would you tell me how could it be
any better than this?

you calm the storms, you give me rest,
you hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
you still my heart and you take my breath away,
would you take me in? would you take me deeper now?

'cause you're all i want, you are all i need,
you are everything, everything.

<3

[your__gun]

baby i wish someone could take this pain away.
but im not sure what it is.
i think i know but im scared to admit i have a problem.
that i'm really sick, that im really thin.
that im not good enough.
that no matter how thin i get it wont matter.
the feelings will still be the same.
i think i need help.
but i wont ever get it.
because im not ready to change.
baby you make breathing easier, you make me smile.
i feel like im on cloud 9 from your words.
you make my tummy fill with butterflies and i cant thank you enough.
i love every comment, every breath, every photo, and one day every touch.
you're breath taking, everything about you.
thank you for making me smile beautiful, you never fail on that.
i love you baby girl.

[lux_red]

it's really okay, precious, i promise..
i'm not going to make you change
until you're ready&you really want
to. i'm going to support you&help
you in any&every way possible. this
is such a scary thing, but you're
going to get through this. you're
so strong, baby.
please keep smiling, keep breathing,
keep living, &always remember how much
i'll keep loving you (no matter what
size you are!) &helping you &making
you smile. i love you, too, mi bella.

[your__gun]

iLOVEyousoMUCH! i dont know what im talking about i was just unhappy. i want to keep ana, i love ana... but not as much as i love you.

[_eloquencex]

hello darling
i suppose you can call me a bit of a "stalker"
i've been reading your Lj
on and off
for a wee bit
may i add you to my
friends list?
take care, love xox <3

p.s. you're stunning...

[your__gun]

of course you may add me. im not stunning though darling, im a lot of things but stunning is not one of them.

[valium_whore]

I'm sorry you feel so bad hun *hugs* i hope it passes ,i know how you feel, i was ready to jump last week (i know thats anoying sometimes when people say that, but i don't mean it to be, ' i know how you feel that is)I know you don't believe it but you really are not just very thin but 'china doll flawless' aswell. Anywho much love, Jemxxxxx

[your__gun]

honey thanks for your sweet words its passed if you read my recent post. im doing well.

[valium_whore]

You atre so tiny... I've been ana/ mia for about five years, just trying to find a balance. We all have our bad days where somehow you get on the scale and the weight is not what it should be. Of course the only time I et on the scale is when I've had a stressor that day, or some sort of control issue. I guess its great that at least I recognize my problem times, but when I hit bottom I really hit bottom. I take prozac to try and even out the roller coaster, however I know htat I'm not really in control. I guess I just feel like it is one of the fewe things I can really hold on to; I and everyone else just needs the will power to control yourself.

[x_miniminx_x]

Hey hun iv'e just added you i think i found your username on a link from my friends page or something, anyways add me back please.