this has been the hardest morning of my life. my throat stings. and ive basically thrown up like twice. this isnt fucking right ( Read more... )

this is what i get for being such an asshole
for never really cherishing how amazing what i had was
for never going out of my way for you
for never treating you as special as you deserve

i hope you find someone who does that for you someday.

i'll always love you.

goodbye

happy birthday, right?

so ill be 18 years old in less than 2 days

i have nothing to show for those 18 years.

awwwwwesome.

( PARTY DOWN IN FEDERAL WAY BITCHESSSSS!!!!!!! )

the last two days have been fucking ridiculous.

and now im going back to sleep

what a shitty morning

parents turned my internet off

ive been chain smoking since 10:30

fuuuck dude.

why do the chips and the dip always have to run out on their own?

why cant you run out of both at the same time

dip is no good without chips, god damnt!

as much as i've talked about it, and been stoked for it, or scared of it. this fucking growing up thing just kinda crept up on me out of nowhere, it feels really wierd.

i dont really know where im going with this. but that was the majority of it, just that i still feel like i wasnt ready for this shit, even though i always said i was.

good weekend.

some people need to pull the cocks out of their asses and stop trying to fight everyone, idiots.

GO SEE CRIME IN STEREO AT THE MANIUM TONIGHT! 5 BUCKS!

anyone who doesnt go will have bad luck in their love life for the next year!