i went to bed at nine
so of course i wake up at one
howlame.

so im having a really bad day.
and im not exactly sure why.
but today sucks
and i feel like crap.
and it probably has to do with the relationship between me and this boy.
which is lame.
because im not even upset about that.
im just having a bad day.

when my medication wears off i become really depressed/frustrated
for no reason whatsoever
i think that means im "emotionally dependant" on the drug
which was subscribed to me
and so i'll probably have to switch
but its kind of retarded
because i was really happy until i started taking it
whatever.

after replying to justines comment on my previous it made me realize how i feel about a lot of things ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure my dosage is going to have to be the max, 50 mg, by the time I'm able to fully concentrate. I'm on 40 mg, not with doctors permission, I'm supposed to be taking 20, but it's not working. So i'm on 40 so I can write my lit review and look, I'm on livejournal. Well, hi ( Read more... )

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LOLZ K SO MONDAY I GOT DIAGNOSED WITH ADD
I GET MY MEDICATION THIS WEEKEND
;D

Wow okay
so i love this one kid
and then he left me
but now i'm talking to justine
so not everything is going wrong
ive been talking to people through signs on cam
all day
its amazing
i love it.

I guess things are okay.
There are some pretty boys at school lolzk.
Like really pretty.
Like really pretty I stare at them all day long and i'm so happy that we're friends now pretty.
anyways.
I dyed my hair black again
and i'm currently playing with a triangle highlighter
they are love

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