Comments | your_best_bet_x: Have another drink and drive yourself home.

your_best_bet_x

Have another drink and drive yourself home.

Nov 25, 2004 01:37

I hope there's ice on all the roads.

And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt.

And again when your head goes through the windshield.

Seventy Times Seven - Brand New

Yeah. That one's to my father.

I hope you fucking burn and die.

No one's coming to pick you up next time.

Comments 2

lady_violente November 25 2004, 05:25:06 UTC

Aw Billy.... I just got your message. You signed off this morning at 8am and I got on at 8:15am :( I'm so sorry Billy.... I wish I could give you a big hug right now... :'( You shouldn't of had to pick him up..why couldn't your mom or something? Aww...god, I feel soo bad. You could've called me last night if you wanted to talk. I usually sleep next to my cellphone on the weekends. :-/ I miss you...and I hope you're having a nice time with your family. Your dad didn't say anything mean to you while he was drunk, did he? I'm so sorry Billy..I know kindof what that's like, seeing as my ex best friend had an alcoholic father, and I was the friend who rescued her in the middle of the night ALL the time...but I didn't mind it...I'm the type of person who will take risks for my friends' safety and comfort. If you ever need to just get out of the house one day or something...or if your dad is saying shit to you, you call me okay? I'll always be there. <3

Call me today...hopefully I can come home somewhat early and see you.

A song I just threw together real quick (I guess it's a song) lady_violente November 25 2004, 05:59:27 UTC

At first I wasn't sure what to think of this,
never knew something so unexpected could happen like this,
but when I felt confused, and I didn't know what to do, I look back at your face in the rearview mirror, and I think about how you made me smile, and I say to myself, "Well, it feels right"
so I drop you off and we say goodnight,
I pull up to my house, and jump into bed,
dreaming of how I want to hold you instead
I'm alone without you, even if the room's still full, people ask me if I'm okay, and I tell them, "yeah, I'm cool."
But the truth is, whenever you're not around, your always on my mind, ever since I saw your smile in class, I just didn't know how to react.
Your smile burnt a hole right through me, and until I'm finally with you, that hole will not be filled back up.
'Cause all these signs seem to come together, all this chemistry is more believable than the weather, and every day you sweep me off my feet, I can't believe I finally have you right where I always wanted...(right here in my arms)I'm so glad I finally have ( ... )