i apologize for things i wrote last night. i wont go on the computer the next time i drink.

that being said, ( pictures. )

RIGHT NOW I WANT TO BE ON LONG ISLAND DRIVING MY CELICA ON OCEAN PARKWAY BLASTING MIXTAPES.

but, my dad sold the celica

and im nowehre near home

right now all i need is my best friend

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JARAH

(i need to stop, get off the computer steph_)

i've been really happy lately, but tonight was kind of off. i'm always down with seeing my friends happy, and i'm happy when they're happy, but.. sometimes its just hard when you're not happy. i dont know what im saying, im kind of drunk righ tnow (but of course, am fixig my typos). i just wanna sit with my typewriter for a while and ( Read more... )

riddle me this: why is it so difficult, for someone(me) who is so spontaneous and carefree and bold annnnd freeee right now, to just suck it up and give someone a kiss on the cheek because they feel compelled to?

(good lord steph, you're disappointing yourself)

my problem, in a nutshell, is that i have no motivation for right now, but for the end process. i dont want to go to 8 am classes every day; i want the apartment and city life. i guess maybe i just dont want to work for what i want? but thats not it, because i dont mind slaving over work every day if it means having a place to call my own with ( Read more... )

i just wrote a facking long thing, and the website ate it. so, in short ( Read more... )

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rachel and i went to wholefoods today. and we stood on line where there was an unbelievably whole foods guy. and he smiled at us. and then again when we left.

:)

i dont think i've ever felt so comfortable and content with my life than i do right now.

the only thing that could possibly make life any better would be some peaches and iced green tea. piano music. someone playing with my hair.

life is finally GOOD.

today while at lunch(dinner) in a really pretty place with the girls, musing over different acronyms we could call ourselves, christine mentioned charlie's angels (despite it's lack of being an acronym). we ate our meal and had a wonderful time as the time spent with them is always wonderful, and walked out into the brisk air on newbury street. we ( Read more... )