today i fell completely in love with a notion, and wrote it onto pages and pages of paper, that were of course, lost in the shuffle of my day. i tried hopelessly to remember the eloquence in which i wrote the words, but obviously, that didn't happen ( Read more... )

i forgot to mention that last night, while intoxicated, i drank a whole coke. for anyone who really knows me.. they know how fucking weird that is ( Read more... )

this morning (er, afternoon), i woke up and stretched out in bed, and the room was perfectly cool, and i had no roommates, and life was just great. the room was dark, but the sun poked out from the corners of the shades, and i was blasting mirah, just reflecting on the previous night ( Read more... )

things that are currently making me smile, a lot.- the recent crop of artwork that has so delightfully glittered the pages of my sketchbook (in turn, burning money from my wallet in paint and colored pencils ( Read more... )

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i have nothing to say that is nearly as sophisticated as my last post. at all. but i'll do it anyway because i'm bored and if i dont keep my fingers moving in this bitter cold cell, they'll fall off ( Read more... )

i didn't want to be reduced to this, so you can stop reading now and save yourself a lot of trouble//not think i'm the biggest lamest most pathetic dork ever ( Read more... )

yes, home was great. but it wasnt home because the biggest most imprtant aspect of my life was missing. and more than anything, i want that void filled here. but i will never find someone who is everything to me. i wont find someone who can be my all and who knows me like you do. you can't be replaced. and thats all of what i love, but i cant stand ( Read more... )

being home feels so good, but it's all so surreal. i think i really sank into my new life, making it really hard to absorb the fact that i am home and i did sleep in my own (enormous, gigantic, non-generic dorm issue) bed last night. i saw everyone i wanted to see, and then some. i accomplished very little, as the post office and yarn store were ( Read more... )

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