I have the internet, I can sit, on my computer, which I bought for myself, anywhere in my house, which I picked out, on the couch which I stopped in a window and drink coffee off my thrift store coffee table over a cup of saskatoon's own rostery coffee ( Read more... )

oh jesus, where to start. I was really busy today, too busy, like to the point where I had no breaks and no food until my color processed at 7:30, which was infact painful. mstrkrft was useless and limerick was over by the time I showed up. ok, so it wasn't an eventful night, but what is in vancouver these days. I'm still really insecure in the ( Read more... )

I had a secret day off today. I spent the day cutting hair, including my own and visiting the doll at work.
I'm really tired, uncreative and I have a plus 2 to shine and no friends
sweet

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lately I've been in happy situations with no real means of taking that in and being happy. i've felt like a wall, a shell being tossed around to fun places, pretending to party faking smiles and tearing up in phone calls. I don't really get it because everything I can think of is on an up sweep. My job is going well, my house is empty but at least ( Read more... )

nevermind. maybe adele should read me the book goodnight.

I'm in need of a good night.
I don't want to go out.
but I still want to dress up...
get the picture?

enjoyable evening.
though in the back of my head all I could think of was my cousins accident.
I'm asuming everyone has that favorite cousin, someone you always look up to,
well mine was hit by a car last night in edmonton.
can't even visit.

future shop, you bunch of jerks ( Read more... )

this month hs been comfortable, pleasurable, stable and interesting. I've gon out too much, socialized with young ones and eaten a few dollar slices. this month was grand until last week and now I have no clue where I stand, as much as I have no shame or problem telling someone how I feel, it's still hard to get nothing tangible back. I feel like I ( Read more... )