tonight was actually kinda entertaining. well me and lilly had a lot of fun. we were sitting around actually having an actual tea party and having scones and everything and just talking and stuff. and then we went and read POTO in 15 min with becky [her sister] and then watched Extreme Home Makeover. Poor Ty. so sad. had to have surgery. and then ( Read more... )

What a wedding! You couldn't tell my uncle was nervous at all! *cough* He was just sweating bullets due to "Timmy's hot shower". Rrrright. And the greatest part of it all was the bride was drunk as fuck! She had to have two people, not just one, two, carry her into the room. It was more like a conference room than a wedding chapel. We had the round ( Read more... )

today was one of the most trying days of my life. it really wasn't all that bad.. until we showed up at the gravesite. once we got there, renae just broke down crying and it was difficult to see her like that because im just thinking of all the thoughts of clancy she has running through her head. but once they brought in the casket, everyone just ( Read more... )

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FUCK "READ-ONLY MODE"!!!

Well.. this week is going to get even more tough. Brad just called and told me when Clancy's funeral is. It's going to be this Thursday at 1:00 which means I'll probably take a personal day and just try and get better and then pay my respects. I'm just still really upset about everything and Thursday will come too soon. Luckily it's closed casket ( Read more... )

I just realized today that I have the greatest friends a person could ask for. I'm kicking myself for realizing it this late, but still I'm glad I finally realized it. Without them I don't know where I'd be. Especially for Rachel, Kaci, Mike, and Brittney. All of them brighten up my days so much and if one of them wasn't in my life... I don't know ( Read more... )

suddenly.. all of my life doesn't seem so bad. I just found out one of my old friends committed suicide on friday. I can't believe I thought some stupid naive boy problems could actually compare to this. I seriously don't know what to do. I've never had to deal with something like this before.I just wish that he would've talked to someone about it ( Read more... )

it's not right to be crying on Valentine's Day...

of course, it's not right to be alone either.