I wish someone was madly in love with me. That would be insanely neato.

Hooray for another poem.
I am nothing

I feel no pain

burn me to the ground

I will not bleed

incinerate my ashes

I'll just melt away

No one will remember me

I'll just die and move on

take away my body

and throw it to the sky

I'm not a hero

I'm not a hero

I'm just nothing

My body's cold and numb

I breathe the breath of ice

locked in a frigid place
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Yes, I am listening to Beethoven....Lauren Paustian likes classical music. Phew, now that I have that off my chest....

Today was the last day of freshman year and my heart was crying the whole time. I really enjoy school and all the people I see everyday, but it's all over now because of the dreaded SUMMER. Now I know most of you are probably ( Read more... )

Right now, I am eating Mac n' Cheese or Kraft as our neighbors to the north say. So today I took my spanish final, which was interestingly long. After question number 100, I gave up and started full out guessing.


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I just got back from the Memorial day parade. My mom decided she really wanted to go, so I thought it'd be nice to go with her. My family left without me, so I had to ride my bike. Don't get me wrong, I'm in LOVE with riding my bike. The only problem was that the weather is not so in love with me. On my way back, I was poured on by buckets of rain ( Read more... )

Today was actually a good day ( Read more... )

So my home is not the ol' "home sweet home" I'd run away but I don't want to give Him the pleasure. I hate Him. This stupid thing keeps happening and all I can do is sit and lock myself in this room. Hence what I did last night, I slept in this room under the desk.

Yesterday I went to the river and wrote...I wrote my little heart out so that at ( Read more... )

"Oh my, I must have forgot to pick up my dauther," says the mother of Lauren Paustian ( Read more... )

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Attention everybody,
today is the greatest day of our young lives. It is the day I turn 15. I love jenna, she gave me a lizard for my b-day. Just to replace cuaderno! right on time, buddy. I named him Lapiz. Yay.

Lauren "it's my b-day" Paustian