that i'm still strung out over you ( Read more... )

i am happy.
i care for you.
you must know that.
you honestly must know that.

you are sitting right next to me
and i wonder if you are thinking about her.
i sure hope not.
i hate thinking these thoughts.

I haven't had to sleep alone in 2 nights...
I'm glad I have you, for what its worth.

I do every single day.
I make it every single day.
just like I always have.

2nd day of crying.
I thought I couldn't anymore.
I really am ok... I was just getting those butterflies again.
you said, "I can't do this Nicci"
man do those words sound familiar...
every boy likes to say those words to me.

but honestly, I really am alright... I really am.

As long as i'm with you it really doesn't matter.

the 3rd day in a row.
it was earlier this time.... it was around 10.
i didn't respond again.
we will see what you say today.

just maybe you miss me.

2:36 a.m.
Hey.

you talked to me yesterday... then you text me this morning.
i don't know what to do...
i really don't

and when it all goes away and everything starts to blur ( Read more... )

and she only drinks when she's tired of being let down by men


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