I WANT............................

[your_number1]

*I want Michael to be home. I'm tired of missing him. I want to see him, kiss him, hold him and just be near him

Comments

[poisoned_ivy07]

When my Mike first asked me to marry him, he sent this in a text message to me

[your_number1]

What does the first "W" stand for? I'm sorry!! If Michael did that to me, I would cry my eyes out

[mrsdcontent]

Hey chick!!

I have been meaning to reply since you put this up!

I feel what you wrote in your 2nd line too... I wish I lived near you & we could be friends!!! You sound like you'd be a fab friend & with the whole BPD thing I've always got on well with people with the same diagnosis.

Shame we are worlds apart!

It wont ever be 2006 again!! I relate - I'd like that too - I had it all then! I lost it all now.. but still I gained a load too....... as time goes on, things get better if you open yourself up to allowing it to improve! Really.

I have meds that make me stop caring, they are not all that great.

Could comment on a load of the other stuff too - like wishing someone dead ;) not gooood! But I wont, lol.

Hope you're okay. Good to have some wants.. just gotta make some of them a bit more realistic
e.g.

want her dead -> want to learn to deal with her existance with patience and as much understanding as I can - it may not be much, but it has to be done.. want to be happier with how things are???

xxx

[your_number1]

I wish you lived close, too. That would be wonderful to have a friend with BPD, too. You are really great!

2006 was the most wonderful year of my life. 2007... it pretty much all went to shit. Not really, but I have waaaay too many problems right now. You're right though... I've gained a lot since then too. Like, I've discovered this strength inside me that I didn't know existed. I've gained wisdom and the ability to empathize.

You're right. Things would be much easier if she never existed, though. :(

Thanks babes. ♥

[mrsdcontent]

Awww (A) bless heheee

[your_number1]

Her name is Sarah. We call her Snag... and I call her Whore Face. lol That is really good advice. I know I'm looking at it the wrong way. I look at everything the wrong way. But seriously. That makes me feel so much better and it will be easier to deal with if I look at it as a test. I do need to start being an adult, because I'm pretty much a child, too. Thanks for the great advice. :)

[scars_n_lines]

i know hope you feel missing so much and analyzing every situation but really at the end of the day I just want something to make me not care.

[your_number1]

I don't want to stop caring about the good things, like my SO and the kids and all that... I just want to stop caring so much about the little details that mean nothing yet still manage to get me fired up.

[diana_molloy]

I wanted to make sure you were ok after C_S? Hope no one upset you! :)

[your_number1]

Oh, thank you. Yeah, that doesn't bother me. It kind of pisses me off that they think my life is SOOOOOOO easy though. Haha. I just posted that because I just couldn't believe how stupid that lady was!

And we already are friends!!

[heartsdesiire]

Aww Im sorry hun, I know how that feels, too miss everything and want your life back to how it was at some point. I hope you feel better, things will look up.

[your_number1]

Thank you ♥