I'm beginning to wonder how far I want to take my medical profession. I was looking up alternative routes... I think they're all interesting, but I don't know how much I want to immerse myself in studies of them. I was looking at this place's website but it screams "cultural appropriation!!!" at me ( Read more... )

I have this sinking feeling that all of my mental health is about to go down the drain.

I'm not feeling very good right now, about anything. All I want to do is throw up so I have a reason not to talk or explain everything to everyone.

Whenever I am not at work, I am my happiest. The past two days have been awesome. If I were to quite, I would really miss some of the people. Other CNAs and residents. I would not miss the bosses, nor a lot of the residents. But life has been good. I made a flyer! Wanna see?


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Today, bees were attacking a hornworm who was trying to eat the tomatos.

Do they usually do that?

I feel better today. It is my last day of work, then a two day break! whoo-who.

Today I found a tomato hookworm. The tomato plants are already dying off, so I wasn't particularly saddened by this. More intrigued by how huge and weird looking it was ( Read more... )

things have been good. productive. i'm awful with keeping in contact with people.

i do, however, still loathe going to work.
but it's been decent lately.

and let's stop this talk of action 'cuz action comes easy, it's the moments just before that are hard, when I gotta to get my voice and my fist on the same page as my heart.

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