if this is real then i was mistaken.

i peed blood this morning, and it terrified me. alex is upset that i want to run around naked in the black rock desert desert next year. which is silly. not like i'd do it alone. i'd want him there being just as naked.

wine makes me mean; beer makes me belligerent. sleep deprivation makes me a beast ( Read more... )

can you live with what you know about yourself,
when you're all alone, behind closed doors?
the things we never said, but we always knew were right there


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i am still more or less indifferent to this place, even though i'm starting to feel more rooted. one thing i do not mind is that although it has been rainy this past week, the weather has been so mild that all i have been wearing is a thin hoodie over short sleeves. take that, east coast winter.


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i make a rumpus in his wumpus.

the street smells delicious tonight. like coconut toasted marshmallows.

i saw the borat movie with alex and ken last night. it was heinously offensive. and by heinously offensive i mean ridiculously funny.

there was male nudity. and balls.

..and chickens and bears.

calmer now.

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this just in: my ass is very assy.
that's straight from alex's mouth; i'm pretty sure it's a compliment.

in other news, my camera is dying. notice the colorful lines on the top of the picture:


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