i let people use me way too much. =(
on the other hand, he apologized to me.

yay: jacob let me take him shopping.
nay: 2-10 is THE worst shift ever.
yay: i don't work tomorrow and i plan on doing nothing but drinking tonight.
nay: probably will throw my brains up later.

there's ALWAYS that one person in the group who must feel joy when telling someone bad news. like i told stevie tonight, "in the least asshole-ish way, i was told no one wanted me around. there was no point in me being there." why does this happen to me? jesus.

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dear livejournal,
last night was on of THE best nights of my life.
jordan, jacob, ryan, dana & i had a little soiree.
the best part? the trip to meijer to buy a slip 'n slide.
well, either that or when jacob put his cigarette out on his shirt.

SUPER drunk nights = <3.

ciao.

i have no friends.
so i am going to sleep at 9 24.
this is absolutely ridiculous.. godddd.
and some FRIEND is no longer a good FRIEND.
do not make plans with me and then not show/call.

i work six pm to one am today. it is going to suck. there is one thing i have to get off of my chest..

I HATE YOU, YOU'RE A WHORE.

okay, that's all.

today i realized that best friends are no longer what they used to be.

yeah, fuck that noise. who needs friends.

if you don't plan on hanging out with me then don't give me the whole "yeah, i'll call you at this hour.." or "we can chill i just gotta do this first". and then you NEVERRR answer your phone?

ass.

AND THEN.. the kids who sleep at seven pm.
and they really ARE sleeping. at seven.
that is all.

screw people.
i have no friends.
i hate you all.
that's it.

kasey & i are offically broken up. and it SUCKS.
i work 3 until 10 on halloween. that sucks, too.
but at least it'll get things off of my mind for awhile.

gah.