i hate it here

[yourahomo]

well, its my third week and i thought by now id be adjusted and ready to take it seriously. but no, im still as homesick as ever and all i can think about is how much i want to go home. i cry everytime i think about it. i miss my family and everything about home, i miss friends, and brandon...my mom says i can go here this semester and then go home

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[unspokendeath]

im sorry that you have to feel like shit all the time dude, you know im always here for ya no matter what. So you are for sure coming home next semester? i dunno...uhhh, last weekend was so much fun dude! im so gald we hung out....it was just like old toimes, me you matt and chris..were funny kids...im sorry about everything we all say about brandon, and i dont want you to be in the middle of everything either, and you need to make sure he knows its not because of the whole chicekn thing, it goes way beyond that...cuz thats not the only reason we liked him or like him...whatever, and i heard you say something on the phone about taking sides, and i hope you wouldnt take sides..cuz that would be not cool at all...and i hope that he realizes that him telling you to take sides can make things worse then what they are..dont get me wrong brandon is a cool kid, and i like him, its just things and im not blaming it all on him, its everuones fault for not saying things soonr, but yeah i dont remeber, but yeah....i know the reason you wanna

[yourahomo]

thank you so much biatch! you are the only one who understands anything i do. my mom is convinced i wanna come home for the wrong reasons...i dunno. i dont know what to do about brandon either tho. i dont want everyone to hate him and i dont want him to hate everyone else. hes not making me take sides though, i wont and i told him that. i just dont understand why no one likes him. i mean, sure he changed, but so did i, and everyone resents that were together and i dont get that. katie i love him with all my heart and i value our friendships too, but i cant choose sides. i dont know ho, i think everything will work out eventually, maybe everyone will just forget about it in time. i dunno. ill call you!!
luv amy yo