like i said before with partnering, sometimes you get really down on yourself about dancing and then one thing happens and you are like wow now i remember why i dance. today in modern my teacher said something to me that was another one of those things that gave me hope. its a smaller class right now during spring semester so we get a lot of ( Read more... )

im officially a big kid now and have finished my first year of college woo woo!! start up again on may 1 for spring classes, but its ok i dont mind college that much, i actually like it. that's weird i know. lol

i bought my books for my women's studies class. one is titled "Slut!" my mom freaked out it was really funny. shes like i want to write a ( Read more... )

today was the last full day of classes- therefore basically completing my first full year of college. i cant believe it. i have a final to take on friday and then i really will be done. that is until spring semester starts on may 1 but thats ok. im really looking forward to spring and summer, they will be busy, but im hoping to have a blast. and im ( Read more... )

many people know already, i am exhausted. i look like shit. my back is killing me. and i feel depressed off an on more frequently than i should ( Read more... )

so, a lot has been going on with me- busy busy busy ( Read more... )

I have a few notes for you to read ( Read more... )

i hate the point in the year when everyone is so tired and exhausted and frustrated that one little thing will set someone off and push them over the edge. everything goes down hill from there. no one wants to take care of someone else because they have their own shit to worry about and its this never ending thing of everyone needs to chill out and ( Read more... )

i have a dentist appointment at 8 tomorrow morning- just a cleaning- but still- what an awful way to start the day

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work is boring. i woke up really dizzy this morning. and 20 minutes late. ohwell. still at work on time. same ole same ole ( Read more... )

not to much has been going on with me recently- same stuff, you know. last week i lived out of my car more than usual that was fun. lol monday and wednesday i stayed at dads and tuesday one of the dancers turned 21 at midnight so we went to tiki bobs to party with her. it was tons of fun. dancers spend their whole lives trying to dance "good" so we ( Read more... )