Gin says I need medication...
Dear Diary,
Mood: apathetic
My life is spiraling downward
I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert
It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs
Like "Stab My Heart Cause I Love You"
And "Rip Apart My Soul"
And of course "Stab You, Rip, Stab, Stab"
And it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either
Like that guy from that band can do
... Someday
I'm an emo kid
Noncomforming as can be
You'd be noncomforming too
If you look just like me
I have paint on my nails
And make up on my face
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression
Most just call me a fag
Cause our dudes look like chicks
And our chicks look like dykes
Cause emo's one step below transvestite
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I dont jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
I'm dark, and sensitive, with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sister's mascara
Now I'm grounded for a week
Sulking, and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me
Its never any fun
They say they already have a pussy
They don't need another one
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye in my hair
And polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar
And write suicide notes
I must be emo
My life is just a black abyss, you know?
So dark
And its suffocating me
Grabbing ahold of me and tightening its grip
Tighter than a pair of my little sister's jeans
Which look great on me, by the way
When I get depressed
I cut my wrists in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection
I write in a livejournal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I told my friends I bleed black
And cry during classes
I'm just a bad, cheap immitation of goth
You can read me Catcher In The Rye and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes
While hating my life
If I said I liked girls
I'd only be half right
I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo
Screw X Box
I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo
I like to whine and hate my parentals
I must be emo
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be eee-mo
My parents don't get me, you know?
They think I'm gay
Just cause they saw me kiss a guy
Well, a couple guys
But, I mean, its the 2000's
Can't two
Or four dudes make out with eachother without being gay?
I mean, chicks dig that kind of thing anyway
I don't know, Diary
Sometimes I think you're the only one that gets me
You're my best friend
... I feel like tacos.