This is my offical *Im Back* post even though Ive actually been back for almost 2 weeks. Camp was good, fast as always, and now Im offically driving and back at school ( Read more... )

Well folks, Im off to camp. Ill be gone for 2 months, and Im gonna be missing my girlfriend every second of it. Should be okay...but I'll be missing her. I love her, and shes the greatest girlfriend alive. I love her for ever. K thanks bye.

Today was my grandfathers funeral. It was horribly sad and hard to bear. My cousin Naiomi gave an amazing euology, and then we went back to my grandmothers and ate. I feel alot better now ( Read more... )

So if you haven't already heard, my grandfather passed away tonight. I feel...lost. Empty. Alone.

Its puts a whole new perspective on things though. All the bickering people do. All the cruelty, the fighting, the stabbing in the back, it needs to stop. End. It just isnt worth it.

Im really hurt right now. Hurt for the lack of trust.

Camp is coming soon. I leave the 25th, get my license the 22 (so im gonna race robbie :-P) and then its bon voyage for the summer. It should be good. Not that I'm completely, 110% happy with going.

Okay, so today is mi padres b-day. And sure enough, before I even get to wish him a happy one, theres bad news. My grandfather slipped and fell, and has blood in his urine. So hes in the hospital and my rents are rushing around to help. Sigh. Another bad b-day for my dad ( Read more... )

Did you know I manage to fuck up everything good? Reverse everything I try for? Undo every good I've got? I piss my friends, girlfriend, and parents off to no end.

Im just one big fuck up after another. And Im sick of putting up with it.

6 more days and Im out. Thank god. This has been a long year, but at the same time it went fast ( Read more... )

Im sick and tired of all the useless promises, the wasted talk, the wasted time. Im sick of all the bullshit, and all the times Ive been lied to. Most of all Im sick of waiting for some people to realize what theyve got. So, Im not waiting any longer ( Read more... )