just fuck
I thought everyone knew- if you steal- you don't steal from people, you steal from stores, big conglomerate, chain stores, no one really gets hurt- fuckin a man.
FUCK!
so yea, today- just goin along-
i go with zack in his car to the mall, not in my own as planned, not stopping at Citizens to put all my cash on my card to make shopping easier as planned, not even thinking of getting a lock for my locker at swim practice, not fucking expect someone to fucking steal my wallet out of my locker at the JCC a day before hannukah or whatever days before chirsmas- fuckin holiday spirit my ass.
swim practice
throw all my shit and my locker and get to the pool for stretches-
get back shower- plan on meeting up with zack and sean at Dunks for some hot chocolate-
get to salem street- feel for my wallet, just out of habit- make sure my liscense etc was with me- my back pocket is empty, my seat, empty- hurry back to the JCC- nothing, fuckin nothing- go to nicoles, get less angry, calm down, dont want to be an angry driver- etc- go to swamp police station- crime happened in Mhead- go to Mhead station, fill out a form, talk to female officer Mansi- give full account of the incident etc... fucking run back to the JCC check trash of which was already cleaned- so no luck. Fucking feeling sick, like on the verge of crying- fuck man, fuck people- ive been saying and ive been sayin FUCK PEOPLE-
i even fuckin like the wallet itself- leather- worn in- FUCK@!!!$EQARFAESG WERY#$
punchingbag thearapy time-
and if by any fuckin chance in this damned world someone who knows about or is the one who took the wallet- this is my last desperate cry and thread of hope- if you come forward, pay back the money- whatever- i wont charge you, i wont beat you, just fuckin give it back, please. I just wanted to buy some presents for my family for the first time- fuck man, what the fuck.
yea so- sob, pity, whatever- I have NO money, I have NO legal liscense, I have no Library card- which had a nice sum of debt piled up- i guess so not all bad
Fuck It,
im out
peace
PS- Nicole and Ska are helping me through this. ;-)
FUCK!
so yea, today- just goin along-
i go with zack in his car to the mall, not in my own as planned, not stopping at Citizens to put all my cash on my card to make shopping easier as planned, not even thinking of getting a lock for my locker at swim practice, not fucking expect someone to fucking steal my wallet out of my locker at the JCC a day before hannukah or whatever days before chirsmas- fuckin holiday spirit my ass.
swim practice
throw all my shit and my locker and get to the pool for stretches-
get back shower- plan on meeting up with zack and sean at Dunks for some hot chocolate-
get to salem street- feel for my wallet, just out of habit- make sure my liscense etc was with me- my back pocket is empty, my seat, empty- hurry back to the JCC- nothing, fuckin nothing- go to nicoles, get less angry, calm down, dont want to be an angry driver- etc- go to swamp police station- crime happened in Mhead- go to Mhead station, fill out a form, talk to female officer Mansi- give full account of the incident etc... fucking run back to the JCC check trash of which was already cleaned- so no luck. Fucking feeling sick, like on the verge of crying- fuck man, fuck people- ive been saying and ive been sayin FUCK PEOPLE-
i even fuckin like the wallet itself- leather- worn in- FUCK@!!!$EQARFAESG WERY#$
punchingbag thearapy time-
and if by any fuckin chance in this damned world someone who knows about or is the one who took the wallet- this is my last desperate cry and thread of hope- if you come forward, pay back the money- whatever- i wont charge you, i wont beat you, just fuckin give it back, please. I just wanted to buy some presents for my family for the first time- fuck man, what the fuck.
yea so- sob, pity, whatever- I have NO money, I have NO legal liscense, I have no Library card- which had a nice sum of debt piled up- i guess so not all bad
Fuck It,
im out
peace
PS- Nicole and Ska are helping me through this. ;-)