fuck life

im not mad anymore, just disappointed.

its funny how being a nice guy gets you nowhere but walked on. its funny how i try to have a drama free life and it comes to me. its just funny enough to say fuck you to myself in the mirror.

im promising myself and esp. her. im never going to be like him and treat her that way he did. she knows that i care about her too much to fuck this over. she is amazing and best thing thats ever happened to me in a while. she is the reason that ive got hope in my life again.

im happy right now and i never want my happiness to go away.

i lost my best friend. cool.

ashley parker angel this sat. everyone should go. IM me at keepinitjersey for more information.

so i probably wont be around that much anymore. im going to training for continental airlines for about 2 weeks straight. probably leaving hot topic cause im be working at the airport. my schedule will be hectic cause i will get mad hours for 6 months straight. i won't hang around that much cause of the random hours i'll get. so long to anyone who ( Read more... )

my best friend is back home. thats all that matters right now

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