I called him, and listened to him talk about hockey for half an hour.  I grinned the entire time.

This is hard.  This is really hard.

I did better today.  Much better.  Only wept once.  Got my bank accounts opened, got some errands done.  Didn't blow straight through Waterville to Farmington.  I moved in some furniture today.  I cooked my momma dinner.  I lived.

I'm proud of myself for that.

And tomorrow I will go for a morning walk.  Do yoga for an hour or so.  Take in some sun/ ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm doing.  I feel like I'm starting my life over.  College is gone.  Max is gone.  My friends are gone.  I'm at home watching TLC and wondering what the hell I'm supposed to do with my life now.  I'm scared.  I feel lonely.  I just...don't know what to do ( Read more... )

I'm absolutely going to need to get a job once I move home.  I like having money, for starters.  I've never been a really big spender, but I've gotten used to being able to pick up this or that.  I've gotten used to netflix.  I like having my hair cut about once a month.  And hey, I'm going to need to get out of the house occasionally, go see my ( Read more... )

I have never had this much garlic breath before.  Never.  There goes my chance of snagging Edward Cullen ( Read more... )

I have a feeling this livejournal is going to be far less neglected over the summer ( Read more... )

wish these could really be sent (and heeded ( Read more... )

Browsing greeting cards at Wal*Mart and turning to find a scruffy looking ex, complete with chubby giant-eyed baby, both staring at me...then being introduced to babymama who's toting a cart filled with rakes and duct tape...indescribable.  Bordering on an Eternal Sunshine moment ( Read more... )

Okay, so here's what I've done today

Internship at 7:30 until 3:00
- Early morning meeting at Academy Hill
- Treating kids at Mallett School
- Another meeting at CDS
- Back to Mallett to make a National OT Month poster
Ran home to grab my new license and UMA paperwork
Registrar's to send out a transcript
Work (be here until 7:00ish)
Filled out student ( Read more... )

for the girls I live with:

I'm really glad for last night.