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Oct 24, 2004 23:20

i'm so unhappy with the way life is ending up. "enjoy your life now because after this, there's no more joy, you become a slave." says my father. well he didnt say the part about no more joy. i think that's just what i heard. because even now, just thinking, im starting to cry. i hate growing up. and i dont know why. danielle is the only person i ( Read more... )

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twistmymind October 25 2004, 06:42:33 UTC
but but but... i miss you :'(

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sometimessuper October 25 2004, 12:22:31 UTC
it won't be that hard, we'll all be in one place at one time. You can forget if you want to, I don't understand how hard it is i guess... I just want you to be happy.

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This I too, realized, salionus October 25 2004, 15:06:36 UTC
Sucks don't it. Being intelligent I mean, possibly the greatest curse of man-kind. Well watcha gonna do. Hope you feel better, thanks for not keeping in touch, apparently its bad for you =P

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seejanerock October 25 2004, 18:07:52 UTC
I hate having to grow up too. We don't have to grow up like everyone else though. You can still be responsible and have fun too. If it doesn't get better, maybe you should go someplace else?

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johnatthebar October 26 2004, 18:16:58 UTC
Distances are distances, that concept is simple. What is not so simple is the idea of growing up. Is growing up really a mandated change to relationships and activites? I dont think so. Sometimes I think that people are so brainwashed with the idea that 'things change' and that 'life isnt fun anymore' that we create that destiny for ourselves by the belief in these concepts. That is not to say life gets any easier, nope, gets more difficult, busy, and stressful. Does this mean we abondon that and those which/whom we love becuase 'its time to grow up?'

Dont let yourself become changed by the self fufilling prophesy that what you love is to become only what you loved. Not that you do Rachel, but it seems to be a trend that has spaned the decades... with followers whom typicaly reguard those who deviate from the concept to be marked as rebels, slackers, hippies, or mexicans.

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