Comments | yourclementine: studying = anything but

yourclementine

studying = anything but

Mar 27, 2006 01:17

i think i am too busy to be unhappy. i mean, if i didnt have so much to do, or at least had more time to "relax" i think i would be unhappy. instead, i am just tired/occupied. so is that the key to happiness? i mean, its not that im happy either. i'm just, well, busy. but it seems that i dont have what i want. and everytime i think about that ( Read more... )

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sometimessuper March 27 2006, 15:03:14 UTC

i dont' know why you are this way. I'm always confused at why you are unhappy, because it seems to me like you could have everything you want. You're motivation issues are within you, as well as your dissatisfaction in not taking advantage of your opportunities so the only way to fix it is within. For me, analyzing myself and knowing that i need to change something is usually motivation enough to try. It would be awful if throughout your life you had to be sad in order to be happy.

Miss you

yourclementine March 28 2006, 06:25:22 UTC

yeah, im pretty sure im whatever i am because thats the way i want to be because otherwise id change it right? for the moment i blame most of it on loneliness, but hey, that could be a scapegoat as well. sides i think lj gets the brute of my "misery"

i miss you too, gonna try and call you tomorrow

naughtyfern March 27 2006, 19:51:08 UTC

well, there is a difference between getting what you WANT and getting what you NEED. and i think sometimes you NEED to just ignore your NEEDS and focus on what you WANT. there's also a big difference between being happy and being satisfied, and between being UNhappy and UNsatisfied. i think you sound unsatisfied, because you're getting what you need, but not what you want. and, not to pick up on things that aren't really there, but when you say you 'should just fuck it', do you really mean 'it', or do you mean 'him'? also, it's perfectly socially acceptable to tend to your own emptiness by doing for others, i mean that's what volunteerism and charity, not to mention some religions, are nearly founded upon.. i love you very much, little miss insightful.

yourclementine March 28 2006, 06:30:26 UTC

i think that your response is much more insightful than my complaining entry, so this time i think it is you, dear, who is insightful. you put it as i might have put it if i were addressing someone else, you know me very well. im miles and miles away and yet you still see me nakedly.

ps, just tonight actually your citylink came out of my room for my roommates. i feel proud, like a parent saying yeah, thats my kid. or something like that.

naughtyfern March 28 2006, 12:44:00 UTC

i miss seeing you nakedly. haha.

your roomates are very hot, btw. my citylink has nothing on them.

strawberrycharm March 28 2006, 08:01:17 UTC

awww Rachel, i hope you cheer up about this bump in the road that you've seem to come across. i wish i had better advice to give. but just remember this: just because other people have bigger problems that make them sad doesn't mean that your sadness is unjustifyable (spell check). everyone runs into these bumps, its by choice that some people overcome it, with help or without it. and keeping one's self busy is a way to make people concentrate less on their sadness, so i didn't see anything abnormal about that. it may not be the key to happiness, but it is productive and people like being productive.

i hope what i said made some sort of sence to you and that it didn't sound like mindless ramblings. <3
!!**MiMi**!!