i am in such a good mood. i feel alive, i feel motivated. for the first time in a while i am happy from an (almost) entirely inner source. its almost comical how on the drive up to tally i almost killed myself( it was only a second of actually going through the motion and then realizing i probably shouldn't do that, so don't worry too much about ( Read more... )

so i get back to gainesville and i discover a bunny! oh i'm so thrilled.

for the first time in my life, i'm enjoying learning. well, that's not a fair statement, i remember a time, middle school i think, where i found joy in algebra and perhaps even science. but then in high school, i only did just enough to get by and looking back on it, i hardly learned anything at all. and now i'm taking alot of the same subjects ( Read more... )

my little sister is finally a senior in high school and she's trying to figure out what she wants to do about college. she thinks she wants to study film. i have so many artistic friends that i thought i would get your opinion. what school do you go to and in your opinion does it have a good fine arts program, esp for film studies? and does your ( Read more... )

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i love rediscovering old loves. at the moment, it's our lady peace. you can go months or even years without listening to a band and then you hear a song and you fall back into love. or obsession. probably a little of both. unfortunately, i seem to have misplaced my actual cd so im stuck listening to the same five songs that i happen to have on my ( Read more... )

skipping my first class right now. it's amazing how much better i feel now that i've made up my mind to stay home. instead of having to be on campus at 10:30 i can go two hours later. sweet.

i had moes yesterday and thought of jess.

so i've never done one of these things before but, as i was singled out, i feel that i should. i mean when liana calls, you answer ( Read more... )

today was the first day of classes and i really enjoyed it. in fact, im enjoying my whole time up here immensely. i only had two classes today and i knew people in both of them. marc and i both have the same free period so i never have to worry about eating lunch alone. and i finish at the same time as courtney(one of my new roommates) so we can go ( Read more... )

Hey, I said, you can keep my things, they've come to take me home.

songs looped, repeated, overplayed perhaps, but necessary. to trigger emotions and rid my body of feelings so that they don't come out and spread to others.