that's what lame ass shit comes out of my mouth when I resist saying "I love you". I really do love her, but I'm not going to say 'in love', cause I don't know what that means. love is simpler, but uh... I don't want to fuck this up with words ( Read more... )

-brother in law sticks hand in table saw
-4 plus hours in er
-talked to dani, put me in a shitty mood
-awkward moment with michelle
-being sick at work

things are pretty good now

it's so hard to write about good stuff

well I've been having so much fun with michelle I've skipped two days of work this week, I've made a vow to stop skiping work cause I'm seriously broke.

oh and I have brown hair, no more blonde/pink/blue/purple.

+pauls 21st

+drinking

+lots of michelle time

-shivering

+getting close to stay warm

been doing more drugs
making up lame ass stories when people ask me about the bruises on my neck
making out a lot

yay

at 4 pm friday (right after I woke up) I started working on the electric at my friend karen's electric. she was having a art show the next day at her house at her house, based on the theme 'windows'. basicly the electric was frustrating, I stayed up the whole night with paul watching him paint one of his peices for the show. karen sleeps and ( Read more... )

in a dream, waters were rising in nashville, my family abandoned our house and my friends rushed it (it being the tallest house in my neighborhood). then a group of my friends pile into a car and we head towards chicago, I thought to myself that it's funny that we are going on a road trip in the middle of a gas shortage and depression. even if ( Read more... )

jean-really young (didn't know), with awesome boy: crush ended ( Read more... )

short term: tonight there is a no pance danse party. I am bringing a mixer so I can fad in songs as I fad out others ( Read more... )