I'm not going to cook anything. I got 5 calls while I was sleeping today. 4 of them from the same person.

my right but cheek (butox) has been spasming since last night.

I keep sleeping till 6pm, I wanted to call someone like at one, but then when my alarm went off I just shot it down. and went to back to sleep. all I could think of was killing that sound, not how much I wanted to talk to my friend before they left for work.

last night I met god, he was a floating ball of fur. it was him and his angels, including lucifer. god made crude jokes and was quite mean to the angels. he laughed about people dying in earthquakes saying 'they never saw that one coming'. lucifer did not seem a nemesis but a partner. god could have destroyed him at any time but he needed him ( Read more... )

dani

money

school

photography

motivation

I've been spending a lot of time alone recently. although it's normally more fun to be around friends I enjoy being alone sometimes.

I can clean someone else's house, but not my own.

I hesitate

I use alcohol to get over anxeity

I never sign up for things

I never find out how to make my plans work

I have convidence problems

I have social problems

I don't talk in context, I say whatever is in my head. I think that's better though, cause it's real.

I drove 14 hours on the highway in that time. before getting high on a couple huge espressos, I was seeing the highway as a tunnel with trees, street and sky making the tube like wall. just the red light of a car in front with white lines pointing me in the right direction ( Read more... )

a pressure formed in his chest, almost pain full. something in behind his ribs pushing him down into the mattress. trying to get as low as possible, or maybe trying to escape ( Read more... )

just need to straiten out life

my hands and arms go numb after talking to her

she makes me feel like saying the corniest things.

I wanna make sure she knows that I'm excited about every time we talk, but I don't want to be too excited.

got a new hair cut last night. expected to hear shit like 'you get your head stuck in a lawnmower boi?" but no one said a word, I guess they are used to me ( Read more... )