I have a cyst on my ovary. :(

Why am I so scared of you? When I know I shouldnt be. You always seem to care even when no one else will. Yuu told me Im good looking, boy I hardly believe that. All I am to you is Brads little sister. Thats all I'll ever be. I want you to see past my pain, past my tears and see the real me. The one no one has seen in a long while.I think I am ( Read more... )

PsychoFiFi05: now maybe i can find myself a non redneckity guy
Slush cYanide MG: like jesus
PsychoFiFi05: oh. i was thinking more like you
Slush cYanide MG: oh
PsychoFiFi05: yes
Slush cYanide MG: uhh...i'm dating adam.

So I just found out my friend Jacob is an idiot. Oh wait I already knew that ( Read more... )

Sometimes I want to love you, even though most of the time I hate you.

Sometimes I wish you'd hold me close, even though you push me away.

Sometimes I want to kiss you, even though you make me want to puke.

Sometimes I wish you would look at me, the way you look at her.

Sometimes I wish I didnt care....

So I guess I wont.

I feel GREAT! After a hellish week, tonight was WELL needed.

Dave is great. In ALL ways.

How about a few times more?

So today Im not feeling any better. I tryed eating some solid food. But that was just a horrible idea. I totally puked. Now I am just waiting to go to work.

Boy do I feel like shit.

I had a very long talk with Dave tonight after he got off of work. It was kind of nice to get all that shit off my chest. I hope everything works out. I still want to go up north and see my dad ( Read more... )

So how am I doing since you did what you did to me?

I cant lie i sometimes cry when i think of how it used to be.

but...

FUCK YOU!!!

My life is wonderful. Except for the whole family fighting. But Dave and I GREAT!!

Im going up north to be a redneck if ya'll wanna come with me call me. It will be great fun.

Yes. Lets YELL at your girlfriend after she got punched in the face. YOU are a GREAT boyfriend. And now you wont call me todayy because you say I am acting shitty. Well, thank you. YOU have no right to say that because you dont listen to how I feel. YOU dont like me to express my opinions. I cant be myself around you. YOU yell at me when I am sad. ( Read more... )