mm. what an eventfull weekend - to say the least.

Friday fucking ruled. me & ashlea & josh & lance & brandon & ethan & sara & ashley & jeremy & tyler & coffey & ben & chris & and about 2348657285 other people ive never met all went out to Lance's brother's plantation hahaha. It was insanethere were golf balls being " hit ", there were asses, there ( Read more... )

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hate you.
hate you.
hate you.

i wrote a very interesting entry for the day. ( i'm lying. it wasnt really interesting at all ). And while in a fight with LJ, he won and my entry lost. & was lost. motherfucker.

today i'm going to therapy. fun. then i'm going to get coffee with mr mooney as a celebration. and then going to the movies with chris.
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isnt it cute...how when i knew he was gonna see it...all of my answers changed. * shy face *2's questions ( Read more... )

tonight.
some pathetic attempt at dinner with chris.
a drive to newby's bridge to see Ashlea & josh.
a drive to the chinese restaurant to get Kyle.
Pac Sun.
Josh's house.
Awkward hand brushing.
Too many cigarettes
A rush to get home.yes; kyle is cool and kyle is attractive and kyle and i have some things in common. but the chemistry that we'd all ( Read more... )

bite your lips darling cause you know this bomb is ticking...that 1 double Zero phone line got shot the minute you handed me the kerosene. let it drizzle down my throat in hopes that maybe this will cure me. your hands twisted around her throat - wishing all too hopelessly that it was me you could murder. The bloodshed has yet to begin but i'm sure ( Read more... )

how do you call somebody while they're at work...at 1 oclock in the afternoon...someone who you told for 7 months you loved them...someone who you've been telling to this day that you want to marry them...how do you call them and tell them in some piece of shit chipper tone, " we're not getting back together. sorry ( Read more... )

mm. 2 entries in a 2 hour time period.
i like iti'm at work. i dont like being at work. Andy is here...* points at andy, who is wearing a miller high life shirt *. Andy makes me laugh. He comes and keeps me company - he's my favorite employee here at Bailey Electric Company ( Read more... )

last night was a good night. last night was one of those nights where he called me and said " i'm going home tonight " and i smiled and said okay.
( i'll never tell my secret as to why. )

So i went to best buy...and he was there * shy smile *. We said hello and we talked about movies and it was just like it has alwaysalways been. ( ( Read more... )