so in the end it seems that all i really want is to be found beautiful, to be fought for and won, and then cherished and cared and provided for for the rest of my days...
...seee soo simple.

dirty and cheep.
foolish and prideful.
grasping and desperate.
its not a surprise however look at what i think of myself, set myself up for, portray myself as.
and now my heart littered on the ground i simply walk away.

"i should have just cursed God and died, because watching the people i loved most being ripped apart by their fellow churchgoers was hell. But being able to stick through that and endure made me realize how amazing God truly is. It is time to put the bitterness to rest and take a long look at ourselves, especially in the church, and ask "Am i being ( Read more... )

should i be stronger?...
why yes i should.
should i be better?....
why yes i should.

my life makes sense now ( Read more... )

"This is my desire ( Read more... )

down in fraggel rock
(clap clap)
down in fraggel rock
come on now everybody
(clap clap)

i found another fraggel rock lover and we discussed the wonder that is that show....ohhhh i would love to have fraggel rock ON VIDEO ( Read more... )

explanationthe following post will only make sense with this explanation ( Read more... )

...suddenly i pulled sharply out of my TPPNOAIBC (taking power point notes on autopilot in biology class) state...did she just say "kissing cousins"....? looking around at my class mates they give no indication that anything out of the ordinary just occurred she flips to the next slide and i slip back into my previous unconscious state ( Read more... )

you know what i wish to be
i wish to be the type of person who when adversity arises when pain and unhappiness is experience i respond with:

BRING IT ON!

not that i dont think that there is always an appropriate time to mourn and grieve but that im tired of wailing and shriveling up and moaning and wallowing ( Read more... )