it's so damn hard not to worry about you. you're all I have up here that keeps me calm and collected, and yet you have no place to go. I wish I could take away your suffering, your anxiety, your home-sickness, your stress, your worries...because you don't deserve this at all baby. you deserve so much better and I can only pray it all works out in ( Read more... )

my drive for you is so uncontainable, I can't even go a second without thinking about you. my need to make you happy and see you smile and laugh is indescribable. I wish I could be with you every second. it's crazy, but it almost comforts me...for the first time, I think can actually question and consider full commitment with you and it doesn't ( Read more... )

oh my god, if he proposes to me...I don't know what I'm gonna do...
we aren't even going out...what the hell am I gonna do?

today, I realized that I'll never be over you. I've tried so hard to let go of you. now I see that this is never going to happen. and it only took me that one moment to realize it... I love you. I hope one day you'll see how much I'm in love with you. I hope you see that I would do virtually anything to protect you or make you happy. I'll do ( Read more... )