I dono why i am even writing in here.
i found a new way to deal with things and it looks like it is working =/
i hate how when some one and someone else do the same thing for one person and that person gives just 1 of the somones all the credit. its like the other person dont even matter.
i hate how all i want is one thing but its just so hard ( Read more... )

Hmm well i havnt updated about this weekend yet so here goes

Friday was a very good day =) i went home w/ Becki and Travis Bowman took us to a&w and we sat there and talked and ate. Then my momma picked me up and Then me and Kal went to Emilys and sat there for a lil then Ryan and Adam showed up and we all sat around and laughed alot it was fun. ( Read more... )

Hmm well i donno i am just in a really hyper mood right now so i descied to write in this handy thing, This week has been fun/bad/gay/. theres been some alot of drama this week with imiture looser boys who just like to fuck everything up caz their life is just so fucked up so they wanna fuck everyone elses up too. w/e tho they just need to learn ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"

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This weekend was soupose to be fun and tured out to be terrible
My dads an ahole he can move to Africa for all i care he almost fucking killed me in the car since he dont know how to control his fucking temper -i got 26 hrs of sleep- i didnt eat for more then 24 hrs- theres was not ever a point for me being over there w/e tho-
sunday was a ( Read more... )

Well this past couple of days has been kinda gay.. i'm happy latley i am in good moods but i still have that feeling that something is missing. i so wish that would just go away if it did i would be so much better. But one day that wil come along and i will be really happy and i cant wait and i think its worth the wait =) Every things going pretty ( Read more... )

Well things have been the same nothing really has been changing but it ok i am fine how everything is i'm not happy about it but i am fine i am done mopping around thats not gunna change anything so its a wast of time. I had an ok/fun weekend so that helped a lil then made things a lil more worse..

Friday- i had school it wasnt a good day at all, ( Read more... )

well this week has been a reglar old week nothing really has happend at all School is getting really boring and just not what i have expected it to be i donno but its still early maybe thing will get better and funner..? Wensday was the Hockey i went home w/ Emily and we went and got mc donalds and jsut layed around her lil room and laughed at ( Read more... )

Todays just one of thoes random days where i am thinking about alot so here goes

i miss Keith so much its crazy I dono what it is that wont let me let go of him its just seems imposible sometimes It feels like theres something i have to keep on holding on too but i know nothings gunna be how it use to any time soon it just cant and it sucks so ( Read more... )

Well this weeks been very intresting

Kalyn had her baby aww and its the cutest thing in the world it was 8lbs and 9 ounces its name is Aiden prolly the cutes baby i have ever seen =) and she still looked beautiful i <3 you kalyn Cangratulations hun need help w/ any thing dont be afraid to ask me i will help you w/ anything the rest of the week ( Read more... )