we had to see that when we harbored grudges and planned revenge for such defeats, we were really beating ourselves with the club of anger we had intended to use on others.

interesting thought

im working on the 4th step now. im working on my resentments which is part of the moral inventory.

this stuff is not easy

for all my good good friends out there: eventhough my presence has been a little scarce lately, i just want you guys to know im always here for you and i love you all

hehe so cole finally told me about his spread in one of the abercrombie catalogs, he is nakee in the woods! oh what a great campaign to sell clothes eh ( Read more... )

pictures of the fun. i miss the fun but i dont miss how miserable i actually was

( im cuttin it )

despite inner pain that i feel, if the day didnt really go as planned i still can say

IM GRATEFUL TO BE SOBER TODAY

if thats the only thing im happy about today it sure is alot.

so its 4am and for some damn reason i cant sleep! its usually cole who is up at this time!. anywho i guess ill write a little ( Read more... )

heres me and the new boy...hes just plain amazing


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let this be a lesson to you kids....dont do drugs!
just look at my eyes
this was pre-hab


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my cheeks hurt everyday from smiling so much, i didnt think i could ever be this happy sober. for real ( Read more... )

hmmmm lets see, life is good. as you all know im fresh out of rehab. what most of you didnt probably know was how bad i really was into drugs and drinking. i wont really get into that cause thats over now ( Read more... )