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The people I thought were my best friends have gone completely diffrent directions. Is it so wrong that I'm completely content with that? 
They are happy, I'm happy. It's not like I don't miss them, it's just I feel as though I'm not wanted when I hang out with them.
Sometimes I'm really upset about it. Especially with me losing Lauren.
I know she's happy, but it stills upsets me. I guess it upsets me more that whenever I call her she has to wait for Amanda to get off work. I dont know. I miss Allie and Amanda too.
They were always there for me, and they atill are now, it just doesnt feel like they are as much.
I'm absolutly happy with the people I'm friends with now.
I just love hanging out with them, and being able to talk about anything, and them wanting to talk to me.
I love getting text messeges saying they are out front of my house at 3 in the morning because they want to talk, or them calling because they miss me. I love that. They are some of my best friend's and without them I wouldn't know that to do.
I think I have the greatest boyfriend ever
End of story, he's amazing. Oh yea my sister hanging out is amazing. Im really happy she started to getting to old to wait around.
♥ eighties night tonight.
hot shit.
They are happy, I'm happy. It's not like I don't miss them, it's just I feel as though I'm not wanted when I hang out with them.
Sometimes I'm really upset about it. Especially with me losing Lauren.
I know she's happy, but it stills upsets me. I guess it upsets me more that whenever I call her she has to wait for Amanda to get off work. I dont know. I miss Allie and Amanda too.
They were always there for me, and they atill are now, it just doesnt feel like they are as much.
I'm absolutly happy with the people I'm friends with now.
I just love hanging out with them, and being able to talk about anything, and them wanting to talk to me.
I love getting text messeges saying they are out front of my house at 3 in the morning because they want to talk, or them calling because they miss me. I love that. They are some of my best friend's and without them I wouldn't know that to do.
I think I have the greatest boyfriend ever
End of story, he's amazing. Oh yea my sister hanging out is amazing. Im really happy she started to getting to old to wait around.
♥ eighties night tonight.
hot shit.