earlier today Chanel and I were chatting online and she goes "oh my god, you haffa get dressed, its almost time for you to go..do you have a ride?" im thinkin she crazy and im just like "ok" but THEN she tells me she got be a ticket to the KsE, In Flames and Esoteric show..I COULDNT STOP SMILING, shes so amazing, she knew I wanted to go and bought ( Read more... )

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Chanel and I had the BEST conversations tonight...holy crap I love her...I cant wait to see her!@##

<3

I was gonna write but I hated what it turned out to be..so I deleted it...Illogic is a genius, Chanel will be here in 2 weeks and I'll be 23 in 10 days.

sometimes it seems like all I ever do is look for a job..why am I constantly seeking stability?...I feel like Im ALWAYS being tested, Im so tired, I just want to know that I'll be able to support myself..

so, Chanel is coming next week, dunno for how long yet but I cannot WAIT to see her..omg, its all I have to be excited about right now.. =D

yeah..I got laid off today, when I first started they told us it was a 60 day job..then WEDNESDAY of this week they said our last day would be NEXT friday..then yesterday they laid off some people and said that the remaining people would be able to stay until next friday..then today our boss comes in and says "I have bad news, we're laying off ALL ( Read more... )

the new Killswitch Engage album is BRILLIANT..Howard Jones is a vocal god.

http://www.flashenhanced.com/killswitchengage/kse2.htm

jeezus....this is WAY better than thier last album.

so I started working Monday, I get paid 10.34 per hour to sort papers at the IRS.sweet....gotta save that money so I can take care of <3 Chanel <3 I think Im ready to move to NYC or for her to move here..I REALLY dont like being away from her..at all.

...thanks for the letter Urrica, u shall get urs soon.

Bethy....a few weeks ago I went to a website to order a CD, since it was a promotional free CD kinda deal they didnt really have crap..but they had Cave-Ins latest album, I only got it cause you were saying how good it is..thanks, this album is dope.

yeah..so I finally changed my AOL/AIM name..its HoilowWordsBurn, so anyone who reads this who had my old name on ur list..add this one, biatch.

Chanel will be here monday, the ticket is already bought..I cant wait to see her, Im so excited im anxious and having a hard time sleeping.

uh..that is all for now

OH!..Chanel, get well my love.

<3