i've been having a really hard time eating lately. the only things that taste good are fritos and fatzos. and diet coke, of course, but i'm not sure if that counts.
i wish that i could be the opposite that i am. You guys all have a problem with not eating and i have a problem with eating too much. I used to be anorexic and i never wanna be liek that again, but im worse now that i cant stop purging. Its like i get fatter and fatter by the second and my self asteem when from (on a scale from 1-10.....10 being high) it was at about a 3 a couple months ago and now its at about -25..
its like i am depressed when i look at myself and then i eat more. and i eat more caz im depressed that i eat too much. its a never ending viscious cycle that NO ONE could ever tell me otherwise
i try to listen to people when they tell me that im not the horrible person that i think i am, but i know deep doen they are saying it because they are my friends and they want to make me feel good about myself
yeah everyone seems to have this not wanting to eat thing going on. i personally have the not eat all day then binge on a huge amount of food problem. we should start a club or something.
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it's been 2 days now...(is yogurt a liquid?)
i need to stop...but i can't.
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its like i am depressed when i look at myself and then i eat more. and i eat more caz im depressed that i eat too much. its a never ending viscious cycle that NO ONE could ever tell me otherwise
i try to listen to people when they tell me that im not the horrible person that i think i am, but i know deep doen they are saying it because they are my friends and they want to make me feel good about myself
GOD i suck!!
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not wanting to eat thing going on.
i personally have the not eat all day
then binge on a huge amount of food
problem. we should start a club or something.
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