there's always something that scares me terribly about a new year. i'm not sure why. i always make lists of things i did that i wish i didn't or things i wish i did more. and i always try to make things better. well, i always try to make me better. but then i get lazy, not in a sitting around sense but in a i dont want to think about myself and my ( Read more... )

go figure i come home to watch friends before going to work and it's the episode when racheal moves. i hate my life. i was doing so good until now. and now i'm sad again. :-( hopefully things get better. ::crosses fingers::
on a brighter note. today is mel&fred day. happy 19 months. yaay. <3
i hope everyone is well.

i've been tagged ( Read more... )

this whole moving out thing is a lot harder than i ever thought possible. i spent the better portion of last night curled up on fred's couch crying ( Read more... )

we had girls night tonight with cranium playing and all ( Read more... )

happy thanksgiving :-)
i hope everyone has a fantastic day.
and please try to be thankful for life and maybe not eat so much turkey :-\ k thanks.
i am thankful for an innumerable amount of things, among which are my family and friends, having a house, and food to eat, having clothes to wear, and wonderful music to listen to.

there is a really small, tiny, itty bitty part of me that still wishes i went away to college.

"i don't think anyone should have a second home until everyone has one home ( Read more... )

i got my midterm grades today. and i'm only doing okay. i'm not doing as badly as i thought i was in some classes and not as good as i thought i was in others. but i'm not failing at all so that's really really awesome. i just need to pick up the pace and maybe read my psychology book once in a while. in fact, i think i'll do that tonight since i ( Read more... )

today is mel&fred day. yaay!
happy eightteen months. <3