it seems like its getting worse and worse, like its more and more real that he's going to move. I know he says he'll find a way not to move, but how can he manage a job and and school, and and apartment, and he'll need to get his liscence and insurance, and its too much for a 17 year old to handle, he'll probably end up dropping out, which would ( Read more... )

ugh i cant fucking take it, i wanna do it again, but he'll kill me, my family will kill me, but i cant fucking take it, rich cant move, now it would be even worse if he moved, i cant stop fucking crying, do you think its possible to run out of tears? if it is i guess ill eventually stop. its so hard, not to cry infront of my family, i dont want ( Read more... )

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went to rich's today!!!!!!!!! i missed him so fucking much!

had fun, dont feel like writing, i just got home today

rich is stupid. i hate him

I MISS RICH SO FUCKING MUCH! AHH! I WISH I COULD HAVE TALKED TO HIM! GOD DAMMIT I MISS YOU! AHHH! you suck, cuz you're ruining my time here, you're making me want to go home!!!!! and i love how i cants stop thinking of you, and i love the fact that i want to go home just to see you, i love it all, so dont apologise for making me want to leave ( Read more... )

Im hurr, at the grandparents, too many memories of two days! aparently my foot is comfterble! (spelling attempt) this sucks because we cudint go to jaime's party, but oh well, we had our own party. it was huge, me and ( Read more... )

Rich told me he loves me! I have the sudden urge to write in pretty colors! Yah i like couldn't breathe for a couple of minutes! Oh my god, he told me he loves me! You have no clue how good this feels! Well you might, but still, its just special, cuz he never said it before! And he told me he wouldn't say it, unless he really felt it, so that means ( Read more... )

im going to my grandpa's house tomorow morning, might not be able to update for a while so post me some, and ill feel loved, be back in a week!