I always get my FUCKING hopes up
i hate it
i hate it
gosh i hate this.
i hate waiting
i hate not knowing.

I miss my Michael tonight, alot ( Read more... )

There has been quite alot of conflict going on between my mother and I in the past month. I think it's been about a month since I've spent the night there, so I can say I've moved out ( Read more... )

I got the Garden State cd today, finally ( Read more... )

"Love is patient, love is kind, and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but in truth, love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things." from the ( Read more... )

Hehe:) Love is in the air <3 ( Read more... )

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He's home. My heart is exploding. it feels like a dream. seeing him for the first time made my insides burst. i didn't know what to say, what to do, i was shaking bc my nerves were completely going insane. the first time i saw him, running by us at 7:00am thursday morning was the most amazing feeling, goosebumps up and down my spine, a headrush too ( Read more... )

So the love of my life comes home in 5 days and im leaving in 3. holy shit am i nervours/excited. The butterflies have started ( Read more... )