Ugh.

[yourlocalsavior]

Too.
Much.
Drama.

I've re-discovered the paradox of having a lot of friends. Cuz when you have enough people, drama is inevitable. After a while, you cycle out to a smaller, more basic core kind of friends. But after a while of that, you feel lonely and isolated and cycle out.

I hate cycles.
Especially red ones.

Good night.
~Nick

Comments

[k_squeeks]

You can call me any time you need to talk!

[nutt_megz]

You know it doesn't have to be that way, you are the only one who is in control of how you feel. My advice, find out who you are first, be able to be happy by yourself.
Because if anything, the only person who will look out for us is ourselves.
It sounds harsh doesn't it, but I'd rather tell you that, than have you find out an unpleasant way.
Even though I say I'll always be here for you, I can't honestly keep that promise, because one day I might be gone.
So buck up, at least you choose isolation, rather than isolation choosing you.
Let go, and jump in.

[teh_mudblood]

I am very content having one real friend (Miss Aimee Edwards) and I suppose I could count Andrew as one, but as I routinely have sex with him.. who knows.

Yes, drama does seem to come more when you have more than a few good friends. I am content mooching off of Aimee and Andrew, in order to see other people/hang out with other people because it makes me loose the obligation of being sucked into things.

Although, it seems like Andrew's friends (As you well know) don't thrive on drama as much as girls.

Oh, I still talk to people I thought of as close friends in the past... but we've drifted and I'll still count them as friends for we still do talk on occassion, but ... its really just Aimee I make sure to see/hear from on a day-to-day basis.

Sorry for my ramble.

[yourlocalsavior]

rambles are always appreciated here.

[anarchy_2k]

You should put a playing card in the spokes of your cycle, makes fun noises... or a zombie cow-baby.