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yourlocalsavior

"Lord for Prosecutor" -Actual election sign (which I now posses)

Oct 07, 2004 06:20

I feel irrepressibly depressed. I don't really know why, though. It started yesterday and I dunno what to do about it. I thought maybe it had something to do with being alone, so I went out. Still, no change. Tonight, a stronger feeling. Went out, got worse. Too much time to think, I spose. I realized something about my childhood. Nothing like "it ( Read more... )

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isolateddreams7 October 7 2004, 10:39:36 UTC

I think you need to rediscover the things that make you tick. The important things and why they are important. I know they exist... they exist for all of us. It's finding them (or I'm hazarding to guess in your case- refinding them) that is the problem. You are a good person with a lot to be proud of Nick. Remember that...

Now that I'm done saying things to you that are probably making your roll your eyes at me right about now... onto other things.

And since I have no other things I'm off all together. Peace out homie jesus.

♥JBL

anarchy_2k October 7 2004, 16:46:46 UTC

Ha, yeah. I understand completely Nick. I've been going through that for the past few months but it's just too easy now to sneak out (don't have to cause no one really cares,) and sneaking people in... well, I don't really have to sneak we just walk right in. I do kind've feel I've missed out but it's probably better this way. We don't have to have done stuff like that in order to be alive. It's actually better to NOT do things like that because now they can be a hard habit to fight off... I'll tell you sometime, just DEFINATELY not here. Later.

anarchy_2k October 7 2004, 21:56:09 UTC

Nevermind! I can fight off my habits, I swear!

Ehhh... ch1m3r4 October 7 2004, 22:33:36 UTC

I was considering not existing anymore instead I found myself existing here instead. Don't know if I will ever bother to post often but then again who really fucking cares anyways.
(this is a generic post which you will find in the last thing posted by all of my friends.)

nutt_megz October 9 2004, 16:16:07 UTC

Maybe you're really not broken Nick.
Maybe you weren't yet ready to go out and learn you're lessons.
There's always a possibility that the same door you thought was closed might just open up again.
You have your life.
You have parents (plural too) that love you.
You have friends who will at least listen.
Sometimes, just sitting outside of life, and watching it with an unbiased eye, even for a brief moment, seeing all these paths fall to our feet, and the chain of events that led to them, sometimes it's just comforting. To see that all our lives are chaotic, but tied together.
~Megz